To whom it may concern,
상처들을 없애지 말고 끌어안자.
연약함 속에 연약하게 머물러보자.
사랑이란 하나도 없는 내 안의 진공상태를 철저히 지켜보자.
구원은 인간의 바깥에서 부터 오니 이제 제발 쓰러지자.
원수를 사랑하기 전에 그 분 앞에서 한번 분노해 보자.
마지막 남은 나의 의가 무참히 짓밟힐 때
악이 나를 향해 승리의 웃음을 지을 때
나의 오른 주먹 손아귀에 하나 남지 않은 힘을 볼 때
앞으로 괜찮을거야 스스로 한마디 그런것 집어치우고
이제 제대로 한번 넘어지고 다쳐보자.
분노하고 애통하며 그대로 곤두박질 하자.
구원은 거기에 있다.
은규형이 쓴 rap 가사에 딱 맞는 chorus가 생각이 났다.
무거운 짐을 나홀로 지고 견디다 못해 쓰러질 때
불쌍히 여겨 구원해 줄 이 은혜의 주님 오직 예수
363장
Beat만들고 singer만 찾으면 된다!
[post script]
363장은 9/8박자여서 rap하기가 힘들수도 있기에 12/8로 beat를 만들어 거기에 마추어 chorus를 부를까 생각중이다.
항상 사람들과 일을하면서 잊지 말아야하는 virtue가 있다. 내가 잘 하지 못하고 아직 많은 노력이 분야이다. 바로 humility이다. 나의 주장을 펼치고 싶은 욕망, 잘못된점을 지적하고 싶은 나의 마음을 콘트롤 해야만 하지만 너무나도 어렵다. 잠시만이라도 2~3번 정도 씹어 생각해보면 하지 않아도 되는 말들을 생각없이 던질때가 많다.
I love my wacky friends
I love my Bible and God
I love CKBC
I love Ian Kim
I love the whole world
It’s such a brilliant place
Boom de yada~ Boom de yada~
Boom de yada~ Boom de yada~
Boom de yada~ Boom de yada~
Boom de yada~ Boom de yada~
So today I was watching an episode of House. As its ending song they played “Gravity” by John Mayer. I really liked it. It really captured the rainy weather and mood that I was in.
Hoping to purchase the music, I hopped over to Amazon. Yes, Amazon, not iTunes. I hate Apple’s Fair Play DRM crap. Anyways, of course Amazon didn’t carry that song. (I love how Amazon sells their music without DRM but they never have the music that I want!!!)
So I hopped over to iTunes to see if they had a DRM free version of the song. Of course they didn’t. They had a DRM ridden version of the song, but I wasn’t gonna pay 99 cents for a song that doesn’t give me the freedom to listen anyway I want.
Finally, remembering that Yahoo! sells DRM free songs, I hopped over to music.yahoo.com. But of course you need a special player to buy their songs. Reluctantly, I’ve decided to try their Yahoo! Music Jukebox. Funny, it didn’t work, because it only supports Windows!
So I ended up downloading it from the pirate bay… -_-;;
As much as I hate to do it, but it’s almost as if Music publishers WANT me to pirate their music. I’m sitting here waving my credit card at them hoping to buy a song but “no~ we are not going to let you buy our music comfortably nor accessibly!”. All because they think I’m a thief.
Well, until you guys get your act together, I guess I will be a thief.*
*Don’t worry, I’ll go buy the CD when I get a chance.
So tomorrow at our church, we decided to play a little game called 쟁반 노래방. To do so, we need some recordings of songs and its MR. And those songs need to be certain length or certain parts.
Instead of trying to find the right one for the job, I decided to just mix and record the songs myself. All the arrangement, mix, and recordings were done 100% my me. But you can take it and do whatever you want.